invisible

As every awakening hour arrives, i feel as if i'm an hour closer to you.
The unexpected happened to be lucky, for i'm in the same class with you.
You already know that my feelings for you is true, but who am i to judge.
Ignoring me and smiling as if i'm not even there. Truly isn't the person
i've set my heart out for. I close my eyes and hope this is truly a nightmare
and not realty that your not trying to pretend i'm not there.
But as every laughter i hear from you, its become all to real. I can't grasp
why it's come to this, but if you only see me as someone who isn't a close friend
anymore... I might as well tell you that "your wish is my command."
Your attempts to filter out who i am and what i am to you, makes me feel
Invisible.

I guess i'm gonna post my inside feelings like this from now on. and type a decription of why i wrote this ahaha.
basically I'm feeling emo right now. the person i like is being an ass and ignoring me. so it makes me feel a bit bummed about it. i guess what i'm trying to say is it kinda hurts but i'll try to move on. even though i don't want to. I KNOE ITS CHEESY OKIE! i can't write poem stuff for shit haha. :3

-Crystle Cao